Voyage au long cours.

long cours 

 

Il est sur un voyage au long cours. Il a décidé de s'occuper de son "problème".
 
Une de ses étapes le conduit chez moi. Il m'explique son "problème". Je vois juste celui qui explique. Combien il est accueillant, ouvert, disponible. Aimant.
 
C'est la voie que nous empruntons: reconnaître cet accueil, cette ouverture.
 
Et très vite arrive un être qui n'a pas pu en bénéficier.
 
Il donne à voir l'immensité infinie de son désespoir.
Il se laisse approcher dans son effrayante laideur.
Il accepte de montrer l'étendue de sa souffrance de sa lassitude.
Il se laisse finalement approcher. 
 
 
Aimer.
 

 Et le voici qui trouve sa place au sein de l'équipage. Le voyage peut se poursuivre.

Avec lui...

 

(Photo internet)

 

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